First I struggle with something I have no idea what is called in english but it makes my body go crazy (I get extremly warm and struggle to find the perfect temprature) which also explains why my imunesystem have been so weak.
I am working on finding the right dose of meds to take for it.
But now my right knee is being a pain too.
I somehow managed to injure it at work, but didn't say anything because when things like that happends it's normaly gone after a few days.
It have been a few days over a week now and just now it took a turn to the worse.
Now that I am on my couch, I was hit with a block of pain and feeling of 'bleeding' on or in my knee.
I might know what's going on in my knee, and if that is correct.
It means I will have a second operation IN THE SAME KNEE.
I don't want that, I hate hospitals ugh.
and this might be the things that end's my time where I have my part time job.
If it does I will have to get alot of hugs.
I will demand hugs.
I want some hugs now.